December31

Wednesday December 31, 1969 07:00:00 PM

WOW it has been really long since i've wrote in here ..

everytime i write, it seems like i just started a new chapter in my life ..

last time i wrote, i ended my book with Kevin's passing and losing my life and my love ..

this time i write, i write about moving on and about finding happiness once again ...
it's not that i've forgotten but i've learn to let it reside in my heart and let other stuff come into my heart and make it beat again.

time does heal wounds ..
it doesn't heal the pain it brings but it does make it less and more bearable ...
without time, i don't know where i'd be right this moment...

looking back, i've grown so much ..as a person ..as a girl .. learn to love and learn to stay strong no matter how bad it get..

think of it this way, it can only go up from here ...
that way, you'll really move up and instead of pushing yourself in that bottomless pit each and every day ...

with the aid of family and friends, i'm able to put my past in the past.
every now and then when moments get tough, i'll think back about what i've been through and just like last time, i'll overcome it again ..

anyways, life is content for me right now ..
i'm happy and satisfied and i cherish life with every ounce of my being