September21

Monday September 21, 2009 05:56:38 PM

so, it's been a while since i wrote in here hasn't it been ..?
today was kind of stressful for me.
sure it was fun in the beginning because he came over to visit me but then as the day progressed, my family became a pest and i wanted to use the bug spray to get rid of it!
sigh* he's at work right now and i'm just sitting here wondering ..

so many things have happened to me in the last 4 months ..
in 4 months, i deleted my 4 years old dairy. i tried to erase all memories and all pasts.
i told myself i didn't need to be reminded of it.
as long as i learned from everything and use the knowledge for the better of it then it doesn't matter if i lost the memories or purposely deleted it from my system.

although, it does pain me to click that 'move to trash bin' button.
but in the end, life moves on..
all living things will grow after it's first downfall and i will too ..
actually, i'm completely happy right now ..
the only negative thing is my family overreacting but i guess my family is bearable.. his family is beyond control.
they hold grudges for god sake! geeze.
sometime i just want to go to their face and say GET OVER IT!
i can never hold a grudge against my own son ..tsk tsk..

July27

Monday July 27, 2009 10:52:13 AM

daaaling, daaaling, daaaling ..

where are you now ..?
what have you done ..?


sigh* ..hurry please

July5

Sunday July 5, 2009 10:19:00 AM

to love and be love is the greatest feeling ...
to lost love and lose hope is the worse feeling ...
how do i know ..? because i've been loved and had love and lost love and lose hope ..
but ..there's this saying ..
"after the rain, the skies get clearer"


a smile, it's a cure for thousands of diseases

June29

Monday June 29, 2009 11:41:11 AM

im craving for some coffee right now ..
starbucks sounds extremely good right now ..

in class and not paying attention.
i have other things on my mind ..

what is it ??
gawd knows

"the words to say ..the road to take ..to find a way back .."

sigh* ..everyone is always looking for the right path ..the right road to take ..
it's been a while since i wrote in this ..

i wonder if anyone even read this thing
im starting this business thingy that requires me to go out and talk to me and expand my business ..
hopefully i'll have people that'll want to join
so far i got a couple of numbers and i'm bringing them to my info session so they'll get an idea of what do to and where to look for ppl

i have someone in mind right now ..i want to sign him up and have him help me. i know for sure he'll be glad to help because he buy stuff online all the time ..

hmmm ..but the first step is i gotta get Kev to register me up too ..
now i need to set up an appt with him sigh*

class is so boring right now ..the coffee i got at the coffee bean does not HELP at all ..sigh*

aight ..done for the day ..i don't wanna write no more ..
until later ..
peace

June1

Monday June 1, 2009 02:44:49 PM

is there still love between us ...?